Welcome to Hot Mess Staycation 🔥🙈❌🧳. What is this about? Well, allow me to explain… I recently went from fiancé back to baby mama and due to my finances, children, job situation and overall mental health I am stuck here in a place where I have almost non-existent support system. I read somewhere that maintaining a journal is helpful especially when going through a difficulty time. SO…this blog is about me working through the heartbreak 💔, financial crisis 💸, low self esteem 🤦🏽♀️, parental insecurity 🤷🏽♀️, mom guilt 🙍🏽♀️, anxiety 😖 , depression 😔, etc. It is truly just some self therapy and I will keep it very real 💯, in the case that anyone reads it and may help someone feel less alone and crazy.
A little bit about me… I am a 37 years old, originally from Puerto Rico (yo soy boricua, PA’ QUE TU LO SEPA’!!🇵🇷), Army brat, engineer 👷🏽♀️⚙️ and mother of three year old twins ( 👧🏽👦🏻=😈😈). Some disclaimers… First, I am a terrible writer, maybe all this rambling will lead to some breakthrough-thing. Second, I LOVE emojis (incase you haven’t noticed!) and I will use them profusely. It’s part of my artistic style…🧐. Since I obviously can’t quit my day job, this blog must have an end. I declare that I will not be considered a hot mess human being by my next birthday which is March 27, 2020. For my next post I will wonder what not being a “hot mess” looks like exactly and set some like goals or something.