Intro

Welcome to Hot Mess Staycation ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ™ˆโŒ๐Ÿงณ. What is this about? Well, allow me to explain… I recently went from fiancรฉ back to baby mama and due to my finances, children, job situation and overall mental health I am stuck here in a place where I have almost non-existent support system. I read somewhere that maintaining a journal is helpful especially when going through a difficulty time. SO…this blog is about me working through the heartbreak ๐Ÿ’”, financial crisis ๐Ÿ’ธ, low self esteem ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ, parental insecurity ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ, mom guilt ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ, anxiety ๐Ÿ˜– , depression ๐Ÿ˜”, etc. It is truly just some self therapy and I will keep it very real ๐Ÿ’ฏ, in the case that anyone reads it and may help someone feel less alone and crazy.

A little bit about me… I am a 37 years old, originally from Puerto Rico (yo soy boricua, PAโ€™ QUE TU LO SEPAโ€™!!๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ท), Army brat, engineer ๐Ÿ‘ท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธโš™๏ธ and mother of three year old twins ( ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ‘ฆ๐Ÿป=๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ). Some disclaimers… First, I am a terrible writer, maybe all this rambling will lead to some breakthrough-thing. Second, I LOVE emojis (incase you havenโ€™t noticed!) and I will use them profusely. Itโ€™s part of my artistic style…๐Ÿง. Since I obviously canโ€™t quit my day job, this blog must have an end. I declare that I will not be considered a hot mess human being by my next birthday which is March 27, 2020. For my next post I will wonder what not being a โ€œhot messโ€ looks like exactly and set some like goals or something.