Welcome to Hot Mess Staycation ๐ฅ๐โ๐งณ. What is this about? Well, allow me to explain… I recently went from fiancรฉ back to baby mama and due to my finances, children, job situation and overall mental health I am stuck here in a place where I have almost non-existent support system. I read somewhere that maintaining a journal is helpful especially when going through a difficulty time. SO…this blog is about me working through the heartbreak ๐, financial crisis ๐ธ, low self esteem ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ, parental insecurity ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ, mom guilt ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ, anxiety ๐ , depression ๐, etc. It is truly just some self therapy and I will keep it very real ๐ฏ, in the case that anyone reads it and may help someone feel less alone and crazy.
A little bit about me… I am a 37 years old, originally from Puerto Rico (yo soy boricua, PAโ QUE TU LO SEPAโ!!๐ต๐ท), Army brat, engineer ๐ท๐ฝโโ๏ธโ๏ธ and mother of three year old twins ( ๐ง๐ฝ๐ฆ๐ป=๐๐). Some disclaimers… First, I am a terrible writer, maybe all this rambling will lead to some breakthrough-thing. Second, I LOVE emojis (incase you havenโt noticed!) and I will use them profusely. Itโs part of my artistic style…๐ง. Since I obviously canโt quit my day job, this blog must have an end. I declare that I will not be considered a hot mess human being by my next birthday which is March 27, 2020. For my next post I will wonder what not being a โhot messโ looks like exactly and set some like goals or something.